"You make me cry, just tell me why ~" ♥

I've been loving MBLAQ and being an A+ since the "Oh Yeah" days but now... I can't explain my obsession with these guys right now! I'm so into them! Their comeback is great! They improved a lot and they're showing us that they are more than just hot, handsome boys!! <3

 

They gotta win something with this comeback!! If i could i would  buy the album! It's amazing! ^^

random thoughts

 I feel like writing about my life even though it is nothing special. To be honest, my life is a total mess.
I hate going to school, not only because classes are boring but because I don’t feel myself there. I have no one who shares the same interests as me and no one understands me. They go all like “ehh… you like Chinese people?” all the time… I know that some of them DO care about me and I like them but it’s like… it’s still not enough. They may be nice to me but they judge me inside. They want me to be like them, to tell them everything about my life… I’m a very social person but I don’t talk much about my life and stuff because I don’t want people to start thinking wrong stuff about me… I can’t even explain this properly. I’m just another internet freak who has her online friends and cares a lot about them. They understand me, they are like me, they like the same things as I do! I feel good talking to my twitter friends or Nikki, Patty and Sungtae. It’s not like I’m anti-social or something, it’s just that I love being around with people whom I can be myself. Just that.

And, because I don’t talk that much with my schoolmates they see me as cold person who never talks and who doesn’t trust in anyone… I’m not like that. I’m funny and silly, I love to laugh and be happy! I’m kind and I love to help people when they need me…

Maybe because of the scars of my past (yes I was bullied when I was in 6^th grade) I don’t like to show my real self to everyone but that shouldn’t be a bad thing.

Plus, I don’t have that much confidence in myself. I have to admit that I’m getting better when it comes to self-esteem but I still have some problems with that. I never had a boyfriend and sometimes I feel like I need someone to love and to love me.

Another thing that I hate in my life is the fact that my parents control me too much. I can’t go out with my friends to where I want and be alone with them because of that. Well… But I think that it will change this year! C’mon I’m 17!!

Ok enough with my stupid life! And once again sorry for the terrible english X’D

bye ~ ^^

First post!

Hello guys :)

I've decided to start a new blog and, this time, with blogger. ^^
I've had some blogs before this one where i wrote only on portuguese. In this one I'm going to TRY to write in english (yes, try, because my english sucks XD).
As you can see on my profile I love fashion and this probably will be a hot topic on my blog and, of course, my life and everything that comes to my mind.
In this moment I'm sick and I had to skip classes because of it. The doctor says that it's an infection which came from my throat to my lungs. So I'm having, finally, a free time! Even if sick... XD

I'm very sorry for my bad bad bad english (I'm trying to improve it!).

Chu ~ ♥