My biggest fear...

...is to fall into a depression again because of this situation. This little space on the internet is the only place left for me to let go of my feelings through writing and it's still not enough.

Having to pretend that you are happy for someone when it actually really hurts you is terrible. I know things were never easy for you and I think I only made it worse without knowing... Now I realize that what I was feeling was much bigger than I thought even though I never wanted to accept that. Now I have to learn how to deal with the fact that things changed and our relationship changed forever... I don't wanna let go, even if my brain tells me to stop, my heart just aches for you. Why did I even put myself into this situation? Knowing that we would never be together? Stupid heart and it's stupid choices...

Concurso Maybelline

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The Hunger Games

Today I went to the cinema to watch The Hunger Games with Nikki :) It was such a nice day spent with her and the movie is... AWESOME! Now I get the reason for such a huge hype about it! It's really good! I actually didn't read the books (and I always prefer to read the books before I watch the movies) but I certainly will! I'm curious about the rest of the story and I really like the Peeta + Katniss couple! *.* (I can keep Liam Hemsworth for me cause he's a cutie patootie!) So... for those who haven't watched this movie... I recommend! 

mint nails ♥

I'm in love with bright colors and this pretty and warm weather! :)

current favorite eye-shadow #Kiko 139

new tumblr!!

I created a new tumblr and this one is more personal. I still have the kpop one but I'm going to be more active on this one. Follow me HERE!! :D