Yuki no Hana ~ ♥

There are some things that makes me feel really sad and angry. I went through a life full of discrimination and like I said before I was victim of bullying when I was younger... One thing that I just can't stand is discrimination, believe me! And yesterday I cried hard not because of me but because of someone that I don't even know. I saw a guy on my school alone so many times... And he's not the only one. You know why these people are alone? Because they are diferent. Because they are not what the society sees as "perfect and normal people". And that makes me sad. That makes me feel empty inside. That makes me remember the days when I just wanted a friend... That days I used to stay alone in my corner waiting for the bell to ring so I could enter class and then no one would bully me and everything would be alright but then the bell would ring again and I would be disturbed by those kinds or just stay alone watching all the other kids of my age having fun with their group of friends while I was completly alone. I wondered so many times "why me? what did I do wrong? Why can't I have a friend?" and believe me... I still do. But my answer is almost complete: I was diferent. I am not like the other people of my age. I never was.
But I was talking about the fact that I cried yesterday and why? Because I know the pain these people are feeling. I know how it feels to feel that we don't fit the society... I hate it! I hate society! I hate the fact that people want to be all the same! Same clothes, same hair, same tastes... EVERYTHING! If you are diferent you will be ignored and you will not be accepted. The fact is that now I can deal with it. I don't care if people don't like me as long as I have friends who like me the way I really am but it's still wrong and I can't stand this behaviour.
Today I had a moment of hapiness. Why? Simply because I saw the boy talking with some people happily. That made me smile and made my day. It really did.